| aGAIN Again |
[03 Jun 2003|08:24am] |
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I sit here and laugh cause our loving seniors have that deploma get thingy today and its raining... Cant do nothing but laugh... After seeing some movie a while back ago it makes me wonder how many of them are actually wearing cloths under there gown... A big green truck just drove by.. THE GARBAGE MAN... So interesting... YOu know what they should do.. Have one of those beyond the glory show for a garbageman.. they dont get enough credit.. they touch people shit everyweek and all they do it get mocked cause they smell like 3 week old leftover meatlof... PLEASE GIVE THE MEN SOME CREDIT... P
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| Wow! |
[30 May 2003|08:22am] |
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It has been the longest time, that i have taken some of my "valuable" time to sit here and write some of my thoughts... But concidering im not thinking much i shall tell you how i am doing... I havent been thinking bad of myself...havent been sitting at he park writing mean stuff towards myself or anyone else... Havent been waiting for my time to come... i have been OK... and having the mad depression i have i like having these good days...someone recently asked me why im having a good week or so... i told them "can't I" Why wouldnt a depressed mother F*****.. like me have a good day... its like im not suposed to... Im sorry for all i have disapointed with these better days... Let me swing myself to the whole FIGHTING issue... Kari and Chuck have been much better... the argueing and fighting have been going down dramitcally... i havent herd a single word some out of her mouth about thuis man... and concidering Chuck called her a bitch just a few days ago he has been doing much, much etter... Maybe that is the reason for my sudden happiness... oh well i cant complain... P
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| uh |
[06 May 2003|05:11pm] |
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this is some funny stuff IT bitches at us for not wanting to hang out with IT.. But IT doesnt even know... what is a BACK UP BUDDY??? IT likes to use that... IT has to relize that everyone isnt going to be the same... chuck none of this applys to you...IT knows... LEARN... P
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| the day seems to get warmer as the dolphins seem to get bigger |
[29 Apr 2003|08:22am] |
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Yesterday i went to a softball game...expecting a horrible lost they showed me and the rest of the spectators up... they won with hands down...I went to her house afterward to chill...i went home drank some DEW (2 for 2 [1 liters] at 7 11) watched some basketball and slept now i sit looking at the screen as i type... weird i know... HUH??? P
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| to what a surprise |
[27 Apr 2003|03:27pm] |
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i thought this weekend would have blown ass concidering i had to go up north...i asked kari to go... my parents left before i got home... me and karis plans went to the shitter... karis mom said that she would bring us up there... her dad also went... this was at 9 o'clock at night... it is a hour and a half drive... they still drove... we had a FUN time... im glad she said yes... gotta love that... P
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| the CoFused GeTs BeTTEr |
[24 Apr 2003|08:12am] |
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well i have this friend who totally is weird cause i dont hang out with IT... i might not have other things to do but i do like to sit home and do nothing... i know its not like how it used to be but people change and i have...not just cause im taller... cause i like to sit around... since when is that such a bad thing... now i have IT yelling at me... its not that big of a deal... sometimes i may question ITS sexuality concidering that IT blows a nut when i dont hang out with IT... chuckie this doesnt apply to you... think about what we talked about...THINK... thats some funny shit that is going on with tim... hope that works out for him... kinda stay away from us maybe... i dunno bouw wants me to draw someting and it looks like he is comming over her to turn off my compu
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| THE WEEK SLOwly gets much more boring |
[21 Apr 2003|07:55am] |
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in the middle of the week i went through the hardest thing i will have to go through for a very long time... Friday i went to kari's game..it was a double header. we just made the second game.. they lost miserably... the second game we watched all of it and they lost worst than the first time...saturday kari and the rest of the JV softball players had a turny...we got killed 14-0 but the rest of the day we beat DIRTY MOTHER SOUTH CHRISTIAN and BLA... EAST KENTWOOD.. We came home with the grand mother prize... wow YES US.HOLY ...then i went ot her house and "chilled"...sunday it was quit depressing..."happy" easter is not happy for a kidd that has been depressed since october...but then i had some food wrote a poem and went to bed...now i sit here in first hour mech. drawing class...CMT country music stuff...i wouldt have ever liked country if it wasnt for kari and her family... now it is ok... P
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| hell |
[18 Apr 2003|07:50am] |
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Anyone tell someone what they think should happen??? does anyone say something to get the best for you??? thinking its right... nobody know what is right... you keep saying it and eventually it will come true... How do i know this??? it recently happen to me... i am sick of people telling her what "i want"..."what is right"..."the good thing"...i have found out some pretty good information and i still ended up looseing the best thing that ever happen to me...people tell her to "be with me"... "quit leading him on"..."do the right thing"... yesterday could have been the best day in a long time... i found out why??? when?? lots of stuff... people want the best for me and they try to help and it blows up...please dont help no more...i fucked it up on my own and now i dont think i will ever recover... Chuck this doesnt apply to you...P
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| bored with Bouw |
[02 Apr 2003|08:17am] |
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i am sitting here watching what the teacher calls "house hunt" one day befroe spring break starts 2003 baby yeah....mr bouw i think is wearing another PRURPLE shit...maybe not he just walked past fat fuck head... i sit here thinking abou what the hell im gonna for spring break... hang with chuck...of cource...play basketball... you betcha...sit on my ass... PRICELESS. P
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| Better!?! |
[28 Mar 2003|07:51am] |
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Life is better... not anywhere close to chuck with his great life but its just getting started... chuck sorry i didnt tell you sooner... but you hate her and it goes both ways...i didnt really like keeping that from you but i kinda had to...i know its confusing... but again thanks for helping this situation... P
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| OMG CHucK |
[24 Mar 2003|10:11pm] |
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Chuck could you believe that shit...4 cop cars + 8 cops + 1 car + 8 tools = ONE HELL OF AN ASS BEATING... nothing like beating the shit out of a car to loose your depression... we destroyed everthing possible on the outside of that car... no window.. no mirrors...NOthing... way to show "SUSAN" who is boss... its kinda of a bummer that cops didnt want a swing... still kinda wished that we could have gotten a proof of all that... that was sweet my man that was sweet...Tim thanks for breaking the window... P
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| bored |
[23 Mar 2003|10:31pm] |
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i thank chuck for trying to make everything better and christine for having that talk and melissa well you jsut kinda flipped... having a better life... man im bored as hell... coffman just got off... his car broke down and these chicks were laughing at them... i find that extremly funny.. thanks pat and myers for the info... many jokes to come...i promice... im currently sitting in the spit room (you know, you know) watching little hockey little war shit... its all fun and games when a iraqi looses his towel.. P
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| hell |
[21 Mar 2003|10:17pm] |
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Anyone every tell you that your not allowed to talk to the only person that you will ever love??? well i have and it should(hopfully not) be the worst thing that will ever happen to me... i wish the girl i love and a kidd that turns my frown upside down, would settle the diffrences and live life...if i were to hurt myself i think the world would be much better and they would be ok... chuck has his wonderfull girl and his unknown life and kari had softball cheerleading, and a great life...i want them to stop this shit... its not only ruining there lives but mine also...im the one that is loosing the most here...STOP P
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| boring.. |
[21 Mar 2003|08:33am] |
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life is currently boring... no Bouw to laugh at right now... kinda sucks...but what can you do... the bell is about to ring so im not sure what all i will be able to get off....im sorry about your car chuck...it lasted WAYlonger than what we thought(a week).... congradulations....remember turtles are only as slow as they want to be so lay off the little guys....you should have made LOUDER noises to freak out tim YOU KNOW YOU KNOW.. WE need to go to that jackie chicks house to steel that damn monkey... i would shit my pants... i owuld love it.... im gonna SHIT BELL RANG.. P
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| fat man GAY? |
[18 Mar 2003|07:56am] |
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EVeryday i actually look foward to comming to 1st hour just to see what color Mr. Bouw's shirt is... he is prolly the only man in here who teaches a mans class.. WHY the fuck does he wear these funny looking cloths... if you ever see him...(cant miss him) laugh at him cause of the color of his shirt...its prolly a lite green or light purple or even pink... im pretty sure thats his favorite one...or the only one he can fit into.... i know im mean and i like to tease and i know its not nice... but its funny as hell that he is wearing a lite purple shirt... what a fag...here he comes...P
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| hmmm HUH? Monekys hhehehe |
[17 Mar 2003|08:15am] |
Every monkey should have a home... i had an interesting weekend... my rabbit was scared sohe found a home... not really i have no idea what the hell im talking about...bouw is looking at me like a dumbass... i look back with dicuss cause he is extremly FAT... i feel bad... Why? i have no idea... My brother is fat and i never felt bad... have i changed.. prolly not...im pretty sure he means to eat... why?? why eat?? you should see that fat man eat cheese... ewww. P
P.S. Look around and find the lego on the computer...its so happy... later... P (again)
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| SoRrY!!! |
[13 Mar 2003|09:43pm] |
Im so sorry everything has been good and my life is like a box of pinapple sticks...no one likes it inless you give it away for a candy bar... dont ask i just came up with that... I LOVE YOU ALLL>...HAHAH BYE P
P.S. at the end of the HAHAH there is suposed to be aanother A and at the end of the P.S. on the word another take away on of the a's
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| WHOEEEE |
[11 Mar 2003|09:02am] |
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WOw aLOt has HAppenEd since the lasttime i have updated my journal...some stuff i am able to say and bell rang bye
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| What The HUH?? |
[03 Mar 2003|10:06pm] |
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HMMM... a drunk man threw a chair at me...missing breaking a window... a drunk man beat the shit out of a parot... that was great...it was fucked up...but great...i got a headach off my good friend puffing it up...today i seen the LION KING at the IMAX that was pretty "PHAT"...I told a chick i barly know how big i am...KINKY HEHE...ALOT more happened... i cant really think but if something great happened and i didnt metion it let me know...P
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| SAMPSON |
[01 Mar 2003|11:58am] |
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wow me and chuck and a pretty wild friday... hmmm lets see we went to 4 difrent dollar stores looking for CHUCK glasses... we went to spencers for some reason...chuck knows...LMAO... and there isnt anyother pair of chuck glasses in the entire mall what fuck... then on our way to find tim at the mall we ran into SAMPSON... he is a dead squirrle we found on the side of the road... it was currently attached to chucks winshield wiper but who knows... people looked at us pretty funny... im currenlty listening to chucks favorie artist... EMINEM... i know chuck... i know... hope she likes her present... P
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